Current Mood: reverent
Current Music: pandora 2004 cd
it is so wonderful to be reminded of my insignificance in this world. and also that i have a great god who is looking out for me and thinks about me and knows me and my motives and has predetermined my actions. i am so glad to be reminded that i do not matter and that the world does not revolve around me and that i am just way too selfish and prideful and arrogant and sinful to ever realize my utter uselessness. it is good to know basically that i am nothing and he is everything and that system of checks and balances, of death and redemption is orchestrated and initiated by someone who is all-knowing and all-powerful and full of love and compassion and wrath and envy and forgiveness for me. i yearn for no other thing to occupy my thoughts or stir my heart.